80 Questions, submitted by YOU

1. Name something you lost or gave away that can never be replaced.
   I would have to say my trust. I mean, once you give it, it can't be replaced, no matter what. 
2. What 5 websites do you visit often, and why?
   Always Facebook, to keep in touch and see what's going on all over the world. Perez Hilton, to see whats going on in the media, CyberTLC - not too sure why, I mean, yeah. Breathe Heavy, because Britney is the queen, and Twitter, same as Facebook. 
3. Name a totally useless possession and how you came to acquire it.
   Hmm, I would have to say more than half of the stuff in my room. Bryan would agree. I mean, it has no purpose other than to look back, reflect, and re-educate myself, on what made me, me. 
4. What music album would be used for a movie about your life?
   Supernova by Lisa all the way.. I mean, it has fun songs, serious songs, spiritual songs, and just songs that make you sit back, feel good, and think. 
5. List your bad habits and/or addictions and what you have tried to rid yourself of them.
   Oh man.. I mean, that's a bit too much for me to get into here. 
6. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be, and what would you do if later on you changed your mind?
   I honestly wouldn't change ANYTHING about myself. I would change how I would react to certain situations, but I wouldn't change myself. Not never. I honestly love myself. 
7. What are your religious beliefs?  Have they changed, or have they always stayed the same?
   I'm not the guy who would go to Church or read the bible. I mean, that's just not me. I believe in god, I believe in a higher power, but I just don't believe I need to sit in a church to become connected with God. HOWEVER. I've been thinking about it, more and more. 
8. When was your last food craving, and what did you crave?
   I would have to say, my Dad's chicken on the grill. He makes this SICK dressing to go over it with dressing, hot sauce, pepper, onions.. omg. 
9. Who was your first crush and what made them special?
   My first crush was in the 3rd grade. It was a girl, go figure. I mean, I would have dreams. Real vivid dreams. Nothing nasty, just.. I don't know.. Her name was Jayme. 
10. Name your most cherished childhood memory.
    I would say having my parents together. It doesn't bother me, nor has it ever bothered me, even more so now that I'm grown.. I mean, sometimes two people shouldn't be together, and TRUST ME - I understand that. But I mean, my parents still love each other, they just aren't together anymore. Probably for the best. They would sneak up and blindside me LOL 
11. Turn to an entry in your journal or diary from a year or more ago.  What has changed and what has stayed the same since then?
    I realized what I have is honestly true love. We can fight, argue, scream, yell, and at the end of the day, when all is said and done, we love each other. 
12. What is one thing nobody knows about you because nobody ever cared to ask?
     WOW - Good one.. Thanks LOL - I guess honestly, it would be, truthfully, 'how are you' - Not many people really ask anyone that anymore. Like, really ask and care how that person is.
13. Robert Frost wrote a poem titled The Road Not Taken.  Name a road you’ve always wanted to travel.  Where do you hope it takes you, and what might you see on the way?
    I've always walked down my own road.. I mean, I always follow my heart, so I can't really say I've wanted to do something and haven't yet done it.. I always follow my dreams, what ever road that takes me down, I'll have the love and support of my friends and family. 
14. Name one thing you always wanted to do, but haven’t.  What has prevented you from doing it?
    Wow.. Hmm... Tell my father how much I love him. Honestly. It eats me up inside. I love him SO much, and I just, for whatever reason, can't get my words out. EVER. 
15. Write about your first kiss.  Was it everything you wished or hoped it would be?
    Let me tell ya... NO. I mean, I was real young. Kissing was what the older kids were doing, so I like always, wanted to be grown, and thought it would be something special.. Not that it wasn't, but - not what I thought. It wasn't until last year I knew what a REAL kiss felt like. 
16. What was the worst mistake or decision you have ever made in life?  What could you have done differently?
    I would have to say, blaming other people for my mistakes or problems. Not one person EVER made me do something I didn't want to do. It was me who ultimately decided to do whatever it was that I did.. so I mean, I don't believe in mistakes. 
17. What song was stuck in your head recently, and what were you doing at the time that made you think of it?
    HA! Well, music is running through my veins 24/7 so that could be hard.. I would have to say "Till The World Ends" by Britney Spears.. Makes me just want to forget everything and just DANCE. Have a good time. You only live once. 
18. Describe 5 things you want to see or do before it’s too late.
    I want to go to Honduras, really bad. I'm trying to plan a vacation with my sister/friend Katie. Thats for sure one. Hmm.. I need to tell my father how much I love and care for him, I want to see world peace. Even if it's the death of man-kind. I want people to realize for every action, there is a REaction, and I want to see my family whole again. I believe.  
19. Write about something you now know that you wish you knew earlier in life.  How could this knowledge have helped you?
    I just wish I knew at a young age to be myself. Stop trying to be what everyone else wants you to be. I grew up way too quick, and for the most part, with the thought I had to please everyone. 
20. Write about your greatest fear.
    Death. Honestly. I don't understand it. I don't know if I ever will, and I'm almost positive I don't want to. It's just something that keeps my mind running over and over again. I mean, I don't believe in death. I believe everyone dies, but not everyone lives. I guess it's just a give and take situation.  
21. Name one thing you feel brings out the good in people.
    Truth. 
22. Describe a time in your life when everything turned out fine, despite the odds.
    With my family. I mean, we're not all the way there, and I don't know if we ever will be, but.. at the end of the day, I did my part to make everyone realize we're only family, the good and the ugly, only comes with age. If you can't let things go, it's never going to work out. 
23. If you invented a device that could fix one problem you are facing right now, would you use it?  What problem would you like to solve?
    I just want to solve the fact 1/2 of the world is still filled with so much anger. If I could flip that around and make people realize how short life really is.. I guess that's all I would try and invent. Realization Potion LOL 
24. Write about the last time you spoke to your best friend.  What did you talk about?
    I have a few best friends, and not many people can say that. I look at them as family. We just talk about every day life. Things that make us laugh, and cry. 
25. Describe a time you felt alone.
    Wow. Hmm.. I'll come back to that. 
26. Name something you found; what was it and where did you find it?
    HA! I found my 2nd grade yearbook the other day. It was in a box in my spare room. Oh man.. Memories.  
27. What’s on your calendar for tomorrow?
    An interview, spending time with my dad, probably going to help my mom with her garden. 
28. What is the most annoying sound you have ever heard?
    Hearing the same 5 songs on the radio, OVER. AND. OVER. AND. OVER. 
29. Describe your first job.
    I worked at Aeropostale. Horrible. I was 16, working 70 hours a week.  
30. What is the one thing you cannot live without?
    Love. 
31. Quote the nicest thing anyone has ever said about you.
    that I honestly do see the good in every situation 
32. Are you afraid of the dark?  Why or why not?
    No, i'm afraid of the light. The dark hides so many things about people. It's when the sun comes up that we see the ugly in people. 
33. Describe the longest amount of time you have ever been away from home.
    My home is on Walck. I mean, the longest was in Florida. and I find myself wanting to leave home, EVERYDAY. 
34. Write about a recent adventure or travels.
    It's been so long.. I can't 
35. Who did you idolize growing up?
    Most of you know this already. TLC. 
36. Name a celebrity or famous person you wish would take you out on a date.
    I would love to take Tionne on another 'date' we had fun at dinner ;) 
37. Describe your daily routine when you get out of bed in the morning.
    Wake up, brush my teeth, go to work. Nothing fun. 
38. What was the longest amount of time you have spent waiting on line for something?  What was it, and was it worth the wait?
    Ha!! Just the other day, sending Julie a video.. I think it was.  
39. Name one thing you have always been good at doing.
    Being myself.  
40. What is your favorite season, and why?
    Winter. It's too long here in Buffalo. 
41. What was the title of the last book you read?
    Thoughts 
42. List your biggest regrets.
    Not always saying how I feel at ALL TIMES 
43. Have you ever seen a ghost?
    Yes, actually. A few times. 
44. Describe your note-taking style and habits.
    I start out really neat. Writing the key points, then I just write really fast to try and soak up EVERYTHING. 
45. Do you believe that we are all here for a reason?  What might the reason be?
    Yes, that reason is a test. 
46. What comes to mind when someone uses the phrase prolonging the magic?
    Myself. I feel I hide too much sometimes. 
47. Have you ever done something just to feel the danger, or to feel alive?
    I did in Florida. Not so much anymore. I try and live a normal life. I realize normal is boring. 
48. What is your favorite cliché?
    Everything Happens For A REASON. 
49. What are all your thoughts on god?
    He or She is one powerful person. I want to be like them when I grow up. 
50. How do rainy days make you feel?
    Alive 
51. What is the most amount of money you have had at one time?
    Hmm.. I'm not too sure 
52. Write a celebrity crush list.
    I don't really have any, how boring! 
53. What is the most amazing thing you have ever seen, heard, or experienced?
    The power of prayer. 
54. What effect does music have on you?
    Music gives me life. 
55. What did you learn today?  What did you learn yesterday?
    I learned that nothing is ever promised, but with faith, you can walk through fire. 
56. What 5 traits do people first notice when they meet you for the first time?
    I'm funny, I can make anyone laugh at almost anytime. I listen to everything. I adapt to any situation. Music is my life. My family always comes first. 
57. Have you ever carved your name or initials into a tree or stone?
    Yes. With Krista. 
58. Democracy, communism, or socialism?  Defend your choice.
    They all equal no good. 
59. Does Never Never Land really exist?
    It does. In your dreams. You can be 90 years old and dream about your child-hood. That's something you can't explain, nor do people really try to do so. It just is. 
60. Where is a great place to get breakfast?
    Krista's mom's house! She'll make you 20 things at once, and then say.. EAT UP. 
61. List 3 things that went right (or wrong) today.
    I don't focus on the bad, or at least, I don't try to. Well, My dad had surgery, and is home recovering. I woke up, and i'm alive. and, I have both of my parents. That's the life. 
62. What is the best method of travel, and in what ways have you traveled?
    LAST MINUTE. That's always the best. 
63. If you could tell the world just one thing, what would it be?
    Love One Another. 
64. What were your best and worst subjects in school or college?
    It's funny. I hated History class. Now, I find myself watching the History channel and trying to soak up all the stuff I hated in school. It's so interesting to me. 
65. Describe the most outrageous thing anyone has dared you to do.
    To be myself. Kelley told me that shortly before she passed. I'll never forget it. 
66. Ice cream: chocolate, vanilla, or strawberry?
    How about all 3? 
67. What historical events happened the year you were born?
     I was born. Need I say more?
68. Pick up a random object that has special meaning to you and describe it in as much detail as possible.
    It's silver. It has been on my neck since I got it, and it was a gift from my mother.  
69. Write about a recent visit to a museum or art gallery.
    Just the other day me and Bryan went to see WW2 ships. It was crazy. So much energy. 
70. What food items do you consider staples in a well-balanced diet?
    All the things I know I should eat, but don't. 
71. Describe your feelings in regards to an issue in todays society, and what would be done to fix it.
    At this point in time, again, it all goes back to love. We need to realize that every person has a purpose in life. 
72. If you had only one wish, what would you wish for?
    That no matter what, my family, friends, and loved ones, live the most amazing and special life possible.
73. If you could tell the world just one thing, what would you say?
    Thank You. 
74. Share a dirty little secret about yourself (or someone else).
    I'm honestly the most picky person in the world. But, I'm learning how to fix that. 
75. Name a time when you broke a rule or law.  Did you get caught, or did you get away with it?
    I got caught, didn't get away with it, and learned to NEVER do it again. 
76. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
    Once. With Krista in Florida. 
77. Name something you would like to devote more time to seeing or doing.
    Trusting and believing in others. 
78. What is the name of your favorite book, magazine, or publication?
    What Nathan Histed Thinks. It's my own internet diary! 
79. Describe your first car.
    My grandma gave it to me. It was a Saturn. Enough said. 
80. Thunderstorms… Inspiring or scary?
    For the longest time I found them to be SO scary. Now, I find them inspiring. It's crazy. I still get scared, because any type of weather scares me. I don't have control. BUT - I mean, You really could learn alot about a storm.